the weight of your hungering hearts

Junoon

It is desire that consumes you, rendering you incomplete.

diary/journal!

15/07/2024

so monthly updates? monthly? fuckin wild... haighh everyone! i've been so fixated on jjk this is wiiiild.
i have been drawing lots this month too, i joined artfight for the first time ever which was super exciting! having lots of fun with it :P
but i do now have like. five new jjk f/os. it's amazing. i'm still fighting off the gojo+geto ship i know it will happen.
bastard toji did get me tho. that was a sideswipe, i expected nami (gorgeous man who looks after kids) and choso (emo oldest brother) as my type but toji?? TOJI?!?
anyway!!! other life updates. um lots of work, a lot of manga reading and i also watched like five seasons of my hero academia, quite liked that. if it wasn't for jjk there would be at least three characters from there on this ooh la la.
i've also been studying japanese which is super hype. lots of confusion bc i'm used to romantic and cryllic languages, but i am enjoying it! please don't ask me to type it on PC. i can't.
think those r the main things... everything else is like, i hung out with my friends :> and a new player joined my dnd campaign that i run?? so funky cool.
yeagh.... stay safe, stay sharp! slan go foill all! ilyy gang :p

17/06/2024

haigh haigh!! another once a monther, lets go! it works well for us to be fair. things are pretty great right now, but that might just be because i got a new hyperfixation (jjk) so. fair dos to mr akutami for that. thanks man.
i've been either really busy or really not busy this past month or so, i'm starting to think that's just life? not sure. will investigate further hehe.
general life updates, i saw taylor swift and paramore live which was super fun, very high energy! i had to do a bunch of dog-sitting the two weeks prior which were pretty hectic but overall alright.
haven't done anyyy C# lmao oopsie. but i am drawing a bunch more and i had a very very exciting update that i finally saw the top surgeon!!! it's an 8-12 month wait so it'll be a while but fingers crossed!
needless to say, a very good start to pride month altho it did make me disassociate for a solid week or so. slowly back on my feet now.
on selfship notes. i'm probably definitely gonna end up addin mr nanami and mr gojo to my list but i wanna wait until i can watch the movie (+possibly season 2) with my irl friend :p
that's about all folks - stay safe, stay proud! slan go foill!! 💗💗💗

19/05/2024

things have been...strange. i've been having a lot of trouble getting my testosterone for dumb reasons and my brain has been all over the place. also recently got told my job won't be renewing my contract in october. very sad.
anyway i am physically (mostly) better! i had a viral infection so that was kinda crazy, thankfully recovered. tpm was really good!! but i got too excited when maul came on-screen for the act 3 fight and i had to leave to cough for a bit.
i am enjoying learning c# for this game, it's been a while since i had a good coding project/something that's held my interest!
haven't really done much self-ship stuff in a while but i think it's just that time of year really, too busy and too stressed for it to help, sadly. that's okay though, things will get better :)
stay safe, stay cool. slan go foill 💗

02/05/2024

these really have been like once a month updates. ehehe oops. that's okay i like this schedule for us on here :p
i've been mostly good! had some busy stuff going on irl (ill again) and some hospital appts with my mum that have been kinda serious - treatable but serious. i'm not really the praying type but if you can throw one up for her, i'd appreciate it. 💗
i'm super excited for the 25th anniversary of the phantom menace tho!! going to be seeing it with my brother tomorrow hopefully, assuming we feel up for it.
also, took up knitting again fairly recently, making lots of progress, and i drew a bit of raphael (my s/i in the sequels era), they're almost done but still some bits to do!
finally, some crazy stuff going on the uni campuses across the world. it's a joy to see the movement continuing to go strong. it will happen. there will be a free palestine in our lifetime. i know that may seem quite the tangent but it's been on my mind for a long while and it sits with me everyday. i don't document every action and certainly not in a traceable way, but i know palestine will be free.
stay safe, stay strong. slan go foill!

10/04/2024

hello hello i live!! i've been busy the past two weeks, mostly been preppin for a work deadline and for a holiday that i actually just got back from today :3
it was pretty awesome and i finally got an ita bag for myself too, can finally put all my lil pins somewhere!
lately i've actually been rewatching the monster-verse movies, since seeing the new one in cinema and it was awesome as always!!! love godzilla, love kong and i love mothra! 💗💗
but mostly been busy with rewriting apprentice, my s/i in the prequels era with maul, they're very fun but a lil dated now! plus i never drew them so, mild additions
anyway, that's mostly all for an update, i have to do a few bits of work in the mornin and i wanna finish king of monsters before then hehe :p
stay safe, slan go foill!

24/03/2024

haigh everyone! my first diary entry, how exciting :p
it's been a week since i updated this site, which isn't massive and nothing really happened but i was ill and it sucked a lot D:
i've not been able to do much besides sleep and very rarely do work (they didn't let me sleep the entire time :( sad...)
but i am feeling much better now! planning to continue workin on the site and i got to play lots more forspoken on pc today! i even managed to do some drawing for jupes' cloaks, it was awesome ehehe
now, although it is late (early!), i'm gonna continue editing and maybe shuffle some stuff around a little - i know for a fact that the CSS for this page is less than ideal atm... oopsie!
take care, lots of love and slan go foill!


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